I'm having a really hard time right now. I've been trying so hard to get a job, and I just don't understand it. I've got experience, and I'm a semester away from having a Masters, and it's like it doesn't mean a thing. I want so badly to help out with the finances, to get everything back on track. To get the bikes and the car paid off. To be able to have a baby, that I have wanted so bad for so long and keep having to put on the back burner while I watch everyone else getting pregnant or running around bragging about how great their children are.
I'm doing really good in school, which really school and family are the only thing keeping me going right now. It's so difficult. But we're almost to midterms and I still have straight 100% in all of my classes. Only one more semester to go and I just can't wait for it to be done.
Next Sunday is the March of Dimes - Baby Walk that I'm partaking in, and thank you to Bruce and Marj for your donations to both causes. It is greatly appreciated. Now I'm just hoping that I can convince someone to come walk with me. I'm hoping to convince Naner, because currently it's just me, and I have no idea of anyone else who will be there.